I am a Jesus lover and an eyes closed, hand-raised worshiper. And I’m sorry, but I can make no apologies about it. Because He changed my heart and my world despite my flaws, which are many.
I’m a ring bearer. At the infant age of just seventeen, I held his shaking hands and promised my life to him. And I’ve failed him. And he’s failed me. But almost two decades later, we’re still holding hands.
I am a kid counter. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. Because, that’s right, they’re all mine, I have ten in my crew. Five boys, five girls, plus mom, plus dad, and dog. And to keep up with them, I count them when we get in the car. I count them when we are at the store. I count them in their beds. I count them when we pass the stranger who shakes her head, eyes wide, and actually says out loud, “I’m glad it’s you and not me!” I smile politely and hear her suck in her breath when I reply sincerely, “Me too.”
And because I’m a kid counter, I’m also a forehead kisser. I wipe noses and bottoms. I snuggle with toddlers and picture books. I Netflix binge with teenagers. I’m a blood-curdling scream birther and a one eye-brow raised, lay-down-the-law giver. I refuse to be a sibling referee and sometimes I exasperate. And sometimes I’m exasperated.
But I’m a joy seeker. Or maybe I should say that I’m a joy seeker wannabe, which is why I’m here typing black words on a white screen, hoping you’re a joy seeker wannabe too, and that you might like to come along with me on this journey to find joy amidst the chaos of mom life.
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I’m happy you’re here and I hope you’ll return often.